Yehey! Sa wakas nabuhay na naman ako. GUSTO KONG MAGPOST wala kasing magawa habang nag-aantay ng oras
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Una sa lahat, december na! nararamadaman ko na ang malamig na panahon(ulan! ulan!), dumarami na rin ang mga imbitasyon para sa mga christmas party! yoohoo, super mabubusog na nman ako sa mga handaang eto. kaya everyone, MALIGAYANG PASKO!
Next, malapit na rin ang ENG'G week! yehey! excited na naman akong manood ng major events(hindi kasi part kaya makikinood na lng) at maglaro sa mga mini games! GO CIEM! EWOC NA! haha... :D
At xmpre, malapit na akong umuwi. yehey! MARBEL, here I come! hope makapanood na ako ng season four ng PRISON BREAK. At xmpre, makikita ko na rin ang pinakamamahal kong si AYA.
hmmm. Ano pa ba? marami rin palang nangyari sa akin this past few weeks!
Una, Napanood ko na ang pinakahinihintay na TWILIGHT. Dahil maraming free na choco mucho, ok na rin. haha. :D
Pangalawa, nakapunta na akong ENCHANTED KINGDOM after 5 years dito sa Manila. haha. pero ang masaklap, hanggang gate lng kami dahil close. haha! pero xmpre ok lng, masaya naman ako at nakasama ko ang pinakamamahal kong mommy. Pumunta na lng kami sa bahay ng tita ko. hehe.. Natutuwa rin ako dahil nakita ko ang smiling face na moon at that time. yehey!
Pangatlo, dahil sa dami naming pinuntahan ng nanay ko, 2 violations agad in a week. Eto ang napapala ng mga taong nakakalimutang maglate night permit. Pero again, ok lng dahil nakasama ko naman ang nanay ko. Minsan lng to. hehe.
Pang-apat,may pinadalang pasalubong iyong tatay ko.yehey! another blessing! thank you Lord.
Lastly, MASAYA AKO! kahit sobrang daming nangyari, sobrang nagpapasalamat ako sa Diyos
dahil sa lahat lahat. Sobrang nagsink in din sa akin iyong preaching ni pastor Sky noong nakaraang linggo, Let us be thankful always! :D Thank you Lord!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Random thoughts
I received two death notices from the province this morning. First, the father of my friend has been shot and second, my batch mate during my elementary days has met a tragic accident. Both of them are just strangers to me, I know them by name but I never really knew them.
After those shocking news, I continue to do my ordinary routines. I ate my brunch and went to the library to study for my one o’clock exam. I solve some problems and memorize the formulas. And after that, I took our 6th long exam in ME 63. The problem given to me is one of the exercise problems in the book. Unfortunately I miss solving that part, so I never get the right answer.
After that depressing exam, Raph and I went to the cafeteria to eat. We chat a little on how we failed to answer the problems and how are we going to do good next time. Then, we wait for George in front of the department office. We chat again while waiting. After George came, we decided to go home.
While walking from Engineering to Ilang-Ilang (my beloved dorm), I was thinking of things I needed to do. I’m thinking if I’m going to watch a movie, read a book, sleep or study for another final exam which is three days from now. Those are the thoughts inside my head until I end up here in my desk, writing an account of what had happened today.
I find myself unmotivated these past few days especially after the submission and presentation of our feasibility paper. It was the paper which we spent nights without sleeping, the paper where my group mates and I argue because of stress and all other petty things, the paper which we give all our tremendous efforts yet submitted late. Perhaps because of that, I am procrastinating for almost four days right now.
But is the reason enough to procrastinate until now? I really don’t know. All I know is that I want this semester to end. And perhaps, it is because I’m tired of giving my more than enough and yet the result was not good. Or maybe, I’m just tired of doing all of those things yet end up to be a mediocre. It seems I’m doing all of those important things in my life but end up tired because I cannot see the fruits of my labour. But do I need to see it so that I’ll be motivated to do it again? I guess not.
If I could read and take a look again the stories of great men and women of God in the bible, I would know the answer. They don’t understand what is happening in their lives, they even don’t know where they would exactly go, but they have faith in God. They trust God enough that they obey even it was so unreasonable in human mind to do it. Abraham followed when he have to give Isaac as sacrifice, Noah followed even he would be like a fool building an arc without rain, and Moses followed until the end even if until the very last, he only see the promise land from afar. They all followed.
How about me? What should I do if I am not properly motivated to do all of those important things? Shall I end up doing nothing and staring at the ceiling in my room because all I could see right now are failures or hopelessness? Or shall I follow and obey God because I know that He has plans for me and because there are so many reasons to follow?
Life, here on earth, is too short. The death notices I’ve received earlier can be a test with that. And because of it, I don’t want to waste it. There are maybe times like this, times where I could not understand, and times where I am tired to continue because of the current results I’m seeing but these times are the best times to always remember that God is faithful in His promises; all I need is to trust in Him. People and circumstances will disappoint me, but God will not.
As I end up doing this, I realize that writing my thoughts will help me knowing and solving the mind boggling issues I am encountering. Haha! :D
After those shocking news, I continue to do my ordinary routines. I ate my brunch and went to the library to study for my one o’clock exam. I solve some problems and memorize the formulas. And after that, I took our 6th long exam in ME 63. The problem given to me is one of the exercise problems in the book. Unfortunately I miss solving that part, so I never get the right answer.
After that depressing exam, Raph and I went to the cafeteria to eat. We chat a little on how we failed to answer the problems and how are we going to do good next time. Then, we wait for George in front of the department office. We chat again while waiting. After George came, we decided to go home.
While walking from Engineering to Ilang-Ilang (my beloved dorm), I was thinking of things I needed to do. I’m thinking if I’m going to watch a movie, read a book, sleep or study for another final exam which is three days from now. Those are the thoughts inside my head until I end up here in my desk, writing an account of what had happened today.
I find myself unmotivated these past few days especially after the submission and presentation of our feasibility paper. It was the paper which we spent nights without sleeping, the paper where my group mates and I argue because of stress and all other petty things, the paper which we give all our tremendous efforts yet submitted late. Perhaps because of that, I am procrastinating for almost four days right now.
But is the reason enough to procrastinate until now? I really don’t know. All I know is that I want this semester to end. And perhaps, it is because I’m tired of giving my more than enough and yet the result was not good. Or maybe, I’m just tired of doing all of those things yet end up to be a mediocre. It seems I’m doing all of those important things in my life but end up tired because I cannot see the fruits of my labour. But do I need to see it so that I’ll be motivated to do it again? I guess not.
If I could read and take a look again the stories of great men and women of God in the bible, I would know the answer. They don’t understand what is happening in their lives, they even don’t know where they would exactly go, but they have faith in God. They trust God enough that they obey even it was so unreasonable in human mind to do it. Abraham followed when he have to give Isaac as sacrifice, Noah followed even he would be like a fool building an arc without rain, and Moses followed until the end even if until the very last, he only see the promise land from afar. They all followed.
How about me? What should I do if I am not properly motivated to do all of those important things? Shall I end up doing nothing and staring at the ceiling in my room because all I could see right now are failures or hopelessness? Or shall I follow and obey God because I know that He has plans for me and because there are so many reasons to follow?
Life, here on earth, is too short. The death notices I’ve received earlier can be a test with that. And because of it, I don’t want to waste it. There are maybe times like this, times where I could not understand, and times where I am tired to continue because of the current results I’m seeing but these times are the best times to always remember that God is faithful in His promises; all I need is to trust in Him. People and circumstances will disappoint me, but God will not.
As I end up doing this, I realize that writing my thoughts will help me knowing and solving the mind boggling issues I am encountering. Haha! :D
Monday, September 8, 2008
I'm trying.
This is not the first time I'm going to write a blog entry. In fact, I've done it so many times in my other accounts. However, I'm still afraid to start this blog because I might say the wrong words. I'm not really the kind of person who can express my thoughts clearly, but at least, I'm trying.
I really do not know what to write, there are so many questions running through my head right now. Am I still going to continue this or shall I stop before something terrible will happen with my words? And If I continue, what shall I say? Shall I discuss something worthy that will benefit those who will read this or shall I just say whatever those things inside my head? Are my words, ideas and thoughts matter to those people who will going to read this? And lastly, is there anyone out there willing to read this anyway?
Well, I really do not have the idea to the answer of my last question. But, I guess it doesn’t matter again anyway. What really matter is, I’m trying.
I really do not know what to write, there are so many questions running through my head right now. Am I still going to continue this or shall I stop before something terrible will happen with my words? And If I continue, what shall I say? Shall I discuss something worthy that will benefit those who will read this or shall I just say whatever those things inside my head? Are my words, ideas and thoughts matter to those people who will going to read this? And lastly, is there anyone out there willing to read this anyway?
Well, I really do not have the idea to the answer of my last question. But, I guess it doesn’t matter again anyway. What really matter is, I’m trying.
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