Friday, August 13, 2010

Waiting is a season to enjoy

I've been in a situation where I really don't know where to go and what to do with this life. I've been asking God and seeking Him to give me the answer for so many questions. For so long, it is always my prayer to hear from Him regarding the right direction. Questions like: What am I going to do? What career do I need to take? Or Is this the right industry for me? Do I need to take my masters degree? If yes, Is it to pursue my course or choose a different one? Do I really need to work here away from my family? And so many more questions.

But as I go to work and ask this to Him everyday, there is no stay or go from Him. It is always Wait my dear child. At first, I've been in a rush that I will do things my own way. But doing things on my own is a disaster. So, I ask God to forgive me and give me the grace to say "Yes Lord, I will wait. Accepting that this is not yet the right time for me to know gives me more peace and joy. It motivates me more to advance His kingdom in the place where He puts me to be. It creates passion in me to be His ambassador wherever I am. Everyday, it seems that I am His light, a city on a hill that cannot be hidden. I am His light princess, enjoying His presence every moment of my life. Indeed, my waiting is a season for me to enjoy Him all the more.