When life offers you with two good choices, you will find it hard to decide.
This has been my favorite line when I am asking God for wisdom. Sabi ko kay God ang hirap magdecide. But when I finally have my decision, I find it harder to move on and let go of the other one. Ang hirap kasi balikan ang mga bagay bagay na alam natin will no longer be part of our lives. Gaya ngayon, when people would ask me why did I leave Manila and hope that I didn't do it, a thought will pop out in my mind and ask myself if what would my life be if I stay there. Then, I would realize how big part of my life right now has been lost. And I would end up crying.
Because of this, I decided to write this para naman I can pour out my thoughts, kahit hindi sa someone at least sa something naman. Hindi man mabasa, atleast matatandaan ko one day the important seasons in my life. Well, I know that this is part of the transition and I won't allow it to crushed me down. I'm happy to be where I am now and I believe that God has put me in this place for a reason. Maybe its just hard to see His promises taking place right now but surely He will let me see it on His own right time. All I have to do is trust Him that He will give me courage to let go and move on. Surely, God has plans for my life and His plans are perfect for me. :)
"For I know the plans I have for you", declares the Lord, " plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
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