Gusto ko magsulat.

Gusto ko magsulat. 


Hindi ko alam kong bakit napakasarap iyong pakiramdam kapag naisusulat ko ang lahat ng nasa isipan ko. Pakiramdam ko, naibuhos ko lahat ng mga iniisip ko sa isang garapon na walang laman. Parang nilipat ko sa garapon iyong mga bagay na nakapagpagulo sa aking isipan. 


Minsan hindi ko na rin alam kung ano ang gusto kong isulat pero sumusulat pa rin ako dahil nais kong magsulat. Gusto ko balang araw, kapag ako'y nakalimot, maalala ko ang maraming bagay sa aking buhay sa pamamagitan ng pagbabasa ng aking mga likha.  Minsan hindi ko rin alam kung paano ko isulat ang aking mga saloobin, kung ano ang tamang salita o kung paano ko isusulat na maiintindihan din ng mga mambabasa.


Pero kahit ano pang hadlang para hindi ako makapagsulat, ginagawa ko pa rin ito dahil gusto ko at dahil masaya ako.

Do two walk together unless they agreed to do so? - Amos 3:3

This is one of my favorite verses when it comes to a romantic relationship.  The two people should be in agreement that they will walk together.  Both are willing to commit that no matter what the circumstance is, they will walk hand in hand together. The decision should be chosen by the two people. If one is not willing, one should not force the other person because if one person is obliged, then that person will quit along the way.


I just had a break up with my boyfriend. Though I love him, I will never force him to stay in my life. The break up thing hurts me but I still believe that it is best to set him free.  Because I know, it takes both of us to decide to make it work. I realize that I do not have to force something that is not meant to be or else I will just continue to hurt myself. As for me, all I can do is treasure the memories I have with him and move on with my life until I will find the right person who will decide to walk with me until the end.

Tiny Stars 12.16.2012

Every ending hurts but always remember that there is always a beautiful beginning. 

2012 Prayer and Fasting

I want to be alive and kicking again. I am tired of a boring life. I don't want to be alive but barely breathing. I want to do something fruitful; something that would excite every single cell in my life. So today, I will decide and make a move. But before I do it, I have to commit all my plans to the Lord. So to start the year right, I will pray and fast.

Prayer and Fasting is a regular event of Victory Church, my church in Manila. It is usually done at the start of the year. Since I became a member of Victory Church, I decided to join the said activity. However, because of my move in the province, I wasn't able to practice it with them this year. So, I decided to do it even though I cannot attend the series of prayer meetings. I have downloaded the materials in their website in order for me to use it as a guide. For the past years, I have seen and experience the Lords work in my life because of prayer and fasting. I know that this year, this year is a new start for me here in the province, to live by the Spirit everyday of my life. 

Praise be to the Lord Jesus Christ who made it possible for us to live again! :)

2012: The Lord is my Shepherd

"The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want." - Psalm 23:1

This the first verse that came up in my mind this 2012. I know that God speaks to me through this. I believe 2011 for me is a year full of worries, I always think of what will happen to me in the future that I am not able to live at the present time. My bestfriend, and boyfriend can attest it. I worry a lot that I begin to always tell God what I want in the future. But the verse in Psalm 23:1 reminded me that it is the Lord who rule over my life, it is Jesus Christ who is leading the course of my life that I do not need to worry and to be in want. This 2012, I am claiming the promises in Psalms 23.

 ¹ The LORD is my shepherd, I lack nothing.
 ² He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
 ³ he refreshes my soul.
He guides me along the right paths
   for his name’s sake.
⁴ Even though I walk
   through the darkest valley,^[a]
I will fear no evil,
   for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
   they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely your goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

Indeed, the goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life as I cling and hang on to the guidance and leading of my Lord Jesus Christ. 2012 is a year where I will dwell in the house of the Lord. The Lord is my Shepherd.