When God says NO and you are still insisting that it is YES.
Is it a familiar situation? This is a situation where we battle against the
will of God.
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All of us at one
point of our lives battle against His will. No matter how close we are with Him,
there are still instances that we try to fight against Him. For some it might
be a battle over their own lives and for others, only a battle over an area of
their lives.
As for me, I know that I had a battle against the Lord for
almost four months now over one specific area in my life. And no matter how I
tried to win, I end up losing the fight all over again. I cried all night
because I cannot accept the fact that what I want doesn’t happen and will never
happen. Tears always flow from my eyes whenever I tried to think about what
happened in this specific area. My heart always aches every time I insist with
Him that the answer to my question should be YES.
For four months, I am in pain because of this battle until
one day; I realized that what I am doing is meaningless. When I asked Him to
take away all the things that shouldn’t be there in my life, He already made a
way in order for Him to hold this area. But I have never seen the truth that
from the very beginning, He keeps telling me that He wants to be in control in
this area of my life. But I never listened to him for four months. Instead, I
keep insisting on my will and not on His. It hurts me so much because I
realized that all along I am trying to hide this area away from Him. It breaks
my heart as I recognized how I break His heart as I stubbornly battle against
Him. I was in pain for four months because I was battling against Him. It’s
hard to admit but my pain is caused by my own stubbornness and disobedience.
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