IF YOU EVER COME BACK

As I am trying to find the lyrics of Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen at the internet, I have stumbled upon the song If You Ever Come Back by The Script. I haven't heard the song and I wasn't able to understand the lyrics, but a thought came upon my mind. I ask myself what should I do if ever you will come back in my life?



I know that you will never come back but if you ever come back, 

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I want to tell you.... 
how you've hurt my feelings when you left.
that I want to get over you but I find it hard.
that I am so thankful that you've come into my life which made me realize that I have the capacity to love.


I want you to know...
that I can manage to smile and be happy without you even if there are moments that I cried because I miss you.
that I can set you free if this is what you want.
that I wish you happiness in your life even without me.


I want to give you...
a hug because I miss you so much.
a smile because I want you to know that I am happy, not because of you coming back but because I know that you made me realize that I can handle the pain you've caused me.
a laughter because I can now laugh over the things that happened between us.


And lastly, I want to say in kind words that maybe this is not yet the right time for us to be together again. Maybe in other time, but not now and not today because there are still things I need to do on my own. It doesn't mean that I don't love you, don't get me wrong, as much as I want you to love me and love you, this time is not yet the right time because I am not sure if my heart is ready to love someone who've hurt it before. 


So, if you ever come back, I'll be glad to know that you still want me but I'll be sorry to tell you that I am not yet ready this time.