"We are not meant to be seen as God's perfect, bright shining examples, but to be seen as the everyday essence of ordinary life exhibiting the miracle of His grace." -Oswald Chambers
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
FOR MY BENEFIT
Monday, November 10, 2014
Renewing My Vow
Saturday, September 20, 2014
On Being Crafty Me: How to Make a Western Indian Costume
Since I am proud in making my own costume, I joined the Best Dressed Competition on Female Category and surprisingly, I got the third place for it. I had fun doing my dress and I am so much thankful to expose the little crafty side of me once in a while. To God be the Glory!
| ISD Family wearing all a western indian costume |
Friday, September 19, 2014
Getting Out of My Melancholic Self
However, yesterday I tried to get out of my shell and somehow initiated a conversation to a seatmate during seminar. I got to know her name, her address, her age and other stuffs she likes. During lunch time, while I am wandering around the area at The Farm, Carpenter Hill, I saw her wandering alone. Knowing the fact that it is her first time in the place, I tried to tour her of the place since I am familiar. I volunteer to took a picture of her in different views of the place.
I only had a few conversation with her, but still I am happy that somehow, I took a chance to get myself out of box once in a while. I know that this is not my usual self, but I am happy because once in a while I am getting out of my melancholic self.
Here is the picture of the person I tried to have a little conversation with. And her name is Aileen.
Thursday, September 18, 2014
OOTD
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
HIS FREEDOM VS MY FREEDOM
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Holding on or Moving Forward
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Sunsets, Fire dances, Fireworks and a Wedding
I've been in a two day trip at Samal, Davao City last weekend. I was invited to attend the wedding of my high school friend and classmate, Greggy. I went there with my other classmates, Jeffrey, Meriel, Floribeth and Ronnel and his family.
Although the venue is far away, I still decided to go because as far as I know, they have a great love story. Greg and Joh are both Christians and I wanted to witness their journey to a new season, the season of marriage life.
The wedding started exactly 4:00 in the afternoon, their motif is turqoise and peach. I decided to wear my turqoise colored dress. Greg and his parents walked in the aisle first, I remembered Greg told his parents that we are his classmates back in high school while we greeted him Congratulations as he walked in the aisle. I saw his excitement and joy as he walks towards ever after with her bride, Joh. When Joh is walking towards Greg, Greg cried. His cry is for me an unexplained joy, that everyone who witness can attest.
The ceremony started with a prayer and followed by exchanging of vows. I will describe their vow as God-centered vows. I am so amazed with it, that somehow deep inside my heart, I want the same vow with them when I get married. Like them, I want God to orchestrate my love story and let God be center of my relationship.
As the wedding goes by, there is a beautiful sunset. I saw from the distance that Joh is smiling towards it and telling Greg of the beautiful sunset. Almost every one of us took a picture of it.
At the end of the wedding, when the Pastor declared them as husband and wife, everyone applauded. Pictures are then taken with the bride and groom.
After the wedding, we were directed to go near the beach for lighting the lanterns. Of course, since there are 200 lanterns to be lighted, I got one. Unfortunately, I fail to let my lantern fly. i guess, some kids got it and tried to fly it, but they failed to do so.
After the lantern, we are requested to stay put for a fire dance. Again, I am in awe because Greg and Joh made it sure that we will enjoy their wedding. We had our pictures taken together with the couple and the fire dance team. It is indeed the best picture I got for the night.
After fire dance, we went to the entrance of the function hall where cocktails are served, and photo booth is free for everyone. We also took picture of ourselves and tried to eat at the cocktail.
While waiting for the function hall to be ready, we went to our room and refreshed ourselves for the evening dinner. Then, we went back to the function hall and went to our seats and witness the program. The secondary sponsor had their dance intermission number and after a while, Greg and Joh entered the hall and had their first dance.
After that, we had our dinner. We also had our vodka drinks as they prepared each of us during the wine toast. I think I drank 4 shots of it and tried to enjoy the night.
After dinner and the program that night, we went out to witness the fireworks. It was great and it was a lovely evening as I witness how happy the couple is during the day. I am so much thankful to witness their wedding.
I pray that the couple will continue to let God the center of their lives for blessings and more blessings will come to them. Cheers and Best Wishes to the newly wed! As I am writing this, they are now enjoying their honeymoon at Singapore. May God bless them with cute and adorable children.
Bringing back my life
So there, I started my day with a hopeless romantic feelings. But then again, I prayed while listening to a song, "Still". And there, I begin to ask God for help again, to help me conquer this day despite of what is happening. I ask Him to be the source of my joy, my peace, my happiness, my love and my life. I ask Him to help me to be still and find calmness and quietness in His arms in this moment of time.
As I went to office this morning, I have said to myself that I will call my brother. And so, I called him this morning. I am happy to hear his happy and merry voice as I called. I greeted him with a very happy birthday. And at that very moment when I said that I love him, my heart skip a beat for a while and I realized that I still have a reason to live.
My family is still here. And I have to repeat it again and again with myself, they are still here with me and I can still live. I will stay, they will be one of the reasons why I need to bring back my life. I have to live and love them with all that I have. Because in the first place, I do not choose to be with them, but God chooses them to be my family. And so I have to treasure them with all I have and with all I can.
And so there, in a short while, God answers me. He told me to bring it on in this lifetime for there are still more reasons to live. Praise be to God forever!
Wednesday, September 10, 2014
Barely breathing. Barely living.
Tuesday, September 9, 2014
WAITING
Tuesday, August 12, 2014
Four and Tris!!!
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
Starting All Over Again
Yes, the title is right. I need to start all over again. I need to empty myself and end my laxity in my relationship to my Father in heaven. I need to fill myself and start a life that honos and glorify my Father.
For the past three years, I've been a mediocre Christian. I find it hard to go to talk and pray to Him. My prayers are out of obedience and not because I desire to talk to Him. I only have those geniune prayers when a problem comes my way. My quiet time to read my bible is inconsistent, I only do it when I feel to do it. And going to church every sunday is so hard for me, though there are moments that I really desire to worship Him.
But those rare moments are not enough. GOD wants to have all of me and not only a partial of me. He wants my best and not my mediocrity. He desires to have me that He send His only son Jesus Christ in the cross so that I could just have a relationship with Him, and He wants that relationship to be awesome and to be great.
That is why I want to start all over again. My Christian life is full of mediocrity for the past three years and this time, I decided to give my best because He deserves my best. I want it to be perfect despite my imperfections and weaknesses. I know and believe that it will be my best because it is His grace that will sustain me to be the best. He is my God and He is powerful to turn my mediocrity to my best as I decide to start all over again. Whatever he started in me, He will put it into completion and I know that my God is faithful in His promises.
Praise be to God and let Him shine in my life!!!!
Monday, July 14, 2014
I am weak
Thursday, June 5, 2014
My Bucket List
1.Travel around the world - This has been my dream since I am young; to see the world and enjoy and plunge into the beauty of God's creation. In fact, I tried to get a "tourism" course so that I can travel but I am happy that I did not get it since I am now a happy Industrial Engineer. Though I did not end up as a "tourism" graduate, I believe that anyone can travel regardless of their course as long as they make it as their goal. I end up travelling the Philippines when I am still in my teenage years. I went to Pangasinan, Iloilo, Boracay, Baguio, Sagada, Tagaytay, Quezon, Laguna, Cebu, Cagayan de Oro, Davao, Palawan, and Surigao. And I am still planning to go to Bohol, Ilocos, and Camiguin. My first trip out of the country last 2013 in Thailand is awesome. I still want to go to other countries if my finances warrants me to do such as South Korea, Japan, Singapore, and explore Europe. I hope I will have my chance on this.
2. Maintain a blog - I know that this is already checked in my bucket list but I am not a writer so I also find it hard to write entries here. So, maintaining this blog is a challenge to me.
3. Write a book - I want to start this while I am young and where my mind is full of ideas and full of creativity. I hope I can write one, even I am the only person who will read it as of the moment. Because I am sure, that someday my book will be read by someone from the future when he/she stumbles upon it.
4. Marry the person I love and loves me - I am a woman, whose heart wants to be captivated. I want love and romance and I would like to marry the person I love and also loves me.
5. Build an awesome family - If one of my bucket list is to marry, then it is also my dream to build an awesome family. A family where I could be a wife and a mother to my children. We will do things together and live an awesome life where God will be the center of it.
6. Live a meaningful life that honors God - I want to live a life where people remember me as the one who honors God. It maybe hard for it is challenging, knowing the fact that people knows me for having a hard heart. But I know and I believe that it is the grace of God that I can live a life that is meaningful and wonderful.
I know that I can only do these things with the grace of God. I believe that He will let me have all of this in this life time.
A CRY FOR A PRAYER
Friday, May 16, 2014
Peeps
Saturday, April 12, 2014
Tonight I remember
Friday, April 11, 2014
Becoming Closer to God
Monday, March 31, 2014
A Woman After Your Heart
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
Searching for an answer
It was only months since you've left but for me it seems to be forever. Those days that I am not with you are the long days of my life. Yes, I am missing you and I long for the day that we will meet again. And I know that you feel the same. I believe that our love can last every distance that we have. This is what I am believing for.
But these past few days, it seems that every thing that we have vanished.There are too many questions popping out in my head right now. I want an answer to my question that it is only you who can give. I don't know what exactly happened but it seems that in just a blink of an eye, everything changes, you seemed to ignore me.
I am saddened by the fact that you seem to not care for us anymore. I hate it because I cannot understand what happened to you, to us.
Is there something that I did? If it is, then I am sorry for it. I am sorry if I am not a perfect person or girl for you. I am sorry because I cannot give everything your heart desire. I am sorry for all of my shortcomings in this relationship. I am sorry.
Is there something I can do for us to be okay again? If yes, then tell me? For I will ask the heaven to give me the strength and courage to do it. I do not receive a no for an answer to this question. For I know that there is something that I can do to make everything right again.
I value our relationship that I would cross the mountains and the oceans just for us to be the most loving and sweetest couple here on earth again. I won't give on us. And I hope you'll do the same way too. For no matter what I will do if you'll give up, there is nothing I can do anymore. Always remember that it always takes two to tango. For a relationship can only continue as long as both of us choose to love each other everyday.
Of course, I want you to choose to love me everyday of my life. But if you are not happy with it anymore, just tell me so, I will not be okay for sure, but I will let you go if that's what it takes for you to smile again.
I love you and I will always do.













