Somehow, while writing this blog, I can find an answer. This is a hope for me, my only hope.
It was only months since you've left but for me it seems to be forever. Those days that I am not with you are the long days of my life. Yes, I am missing you and I long for the day that we will meet again. And I know that you feel the same. I believe that our love can last every distance that we have. This is what I am believing for.
But these past few days, it seems that every thing that we have vanished.There are too many questions popping out in my head right now. I want an answer to my question that it is only you who can give. I don't know what exactly happened but it seems that in just a blink of an eye, everything changes, you seemed to ignore me.
I am saddened by the fact that you seem to not care for us anymore. I hate it because I cannot understand what happened to you, to us.
Is there something that I did? If it is, then I am sorry for it. I am sorry if I am not a perfect person or girl for you. I am sorry because I cannot give everything your heart desire. I am sorry for all of my shortcomings in this relationship. I am sorry.
Is there something I can do for us to be okay again? If yes, then tell me? For I will ask the heaven to give me the strength and courage to do it. I do not receive a no for an answer to this question. For I know that there is something that I can do to make everything right again.
I value our relationship that I would cross the mountains and the oceans just for us to be the most loving and sweetest couple here on earth again. I won't give on us. And I hope you'll do the same way too. For no matter what I will do if you'll give up, there is nothing I can do anymore. Always remember that it always takes two to tango. For a relationship can only continue as long as both of us choose to love each other everyday.
Of course, I want you to choose to love me everyday of my life. But if you are not happy with it anymore, just tell me so, I will not be okay for sure, but I will let you go if that's what it takes for you to smile again.
I love you and I will always do.
