Today is my brother's birthday! I woke up early to post something for him in the Facebook. But beside it, I checked on my email and all of my other accounts, checking and hoping that he would get in touch of me. But I find nothing.
So there, I started my day with a hopeless romantic feelings. But then again, I prayed while listening to a song, "Still". And there, I begin to ask God for help again, to help me conquer this day despite of what is happening. I ask Him to be the source of my joy, my peace, my happiness, my love and my life. I ask Him to help me to be still and find calmness and quietness in His arms in this moment of time.
As I went to office this morning, I have said to myself that I will call my brother. And so, I called him this morning. I am happy to hear his happy and merry voice as I called. I greeted him with a very happy birthday. And at that very moment when I said that I love him, my heart skip a beat for a while and I realized that I still have a reason to live.
My family is still here. And I have to repeat it again and again with myself, they are still here with me and I can still live. I will stay, they will be one of the reasons why I need to bring back my life. I have to live and love them with all that I have. Because in the first place, I do not choose to be with them, but God chooses them to be my family. And so I have to treasure them with all I have and with all I can.
And so there, in a short while, God answers me. He told me to bring it on in this lifetime for there are still more reasons to live. Praise be to God forever!
So there, I started my day with a hopeless romantic feelings. But then again, I prayed while listening to a song, "Still". And there, I begin to ask God for help again, to help me conquer this day despite of what is happening. I ask Him to be the source of my joy, my peace, my happiness, my love and my life. I ask Him to help me to be still and find calmness and quietness in His arms in this moment of time.
As I went to office this morning, I have said to myself that I will call my brother. And so, I called him this morning. I am happy to hear his happy and merry voice as I called. I greeted him with a very happy birthday. And at that very moment when I said that I love him, my heart skip a beat for a while and I realized that I still have a reason to live.
My family is still here. And I have to repeat it again and again with myself, they are still here with me and I can still live. I will stay, they will be one of the reasons why I need to bring back my life. I have to live and love them with all that I have. Because in the first place, I do not choose to be with them, but God chooses them to be my family. And so I have to treasure them with all I have and with all I can.
And so there, in a short while, God answers me. He told me to bring it on in this lifetime for there are still more reasons to live. Praise be to God forever!
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