Here I am again.
Confused with what to do. There are so many thoughts entering my mind. I know I need to write. I need to form my thoughts and decide.
For the past years, I am struggling with what to do. Part of me wants to go back and build a career again and help my husband financially. But part of me wants to be at home, take care of my kids and build them up as a person God wants them to be. And now I’m struggling because I want both.
I asked the Lord on what to do. An opportunity has given for me to build my career again, should I grab it? Or should I continue doing what I am supposed to do? I know inside my heart that the Lord wants me to continue what I am doing but as I look at my husband, I also want him to stay here with us. I pray for guidance, I pray for wisdom, I pray for strength to do what I am supposed to do.
While waiting for His answer, the Lord keeps telling me to go back to His promise. And that I shall seek Him first and all these things shall be added unto me. Yes, the answer is to seek Him first and everything shall be in place.
I thank the Lord for reminding me of His promise. I ask the Lord for forgiveness for allowing fear to enter in my mind. I pray for faith that can move mountains over my life. Surely, He will provide all the things I need while doing His will.