A CRY FOR A PRAYER

It’s been three years since I went back in the province. Cities, tall buildings, train stations, jeepneys, long walks, and crowded place are now unfamiliar to me. In just a short span of time, many things change including myself.

When I am living in the metropolitan area, I am sure of who I am. I know that I am a child of God and I know that I am obeying Him. But now that I live here in the province where everything seems to be comfortable; my ride from our home to office is hassle free, the place I live has all the facilities and amenities that I need, I can spend my free hours with my loved ones and I think I have a career ahead of me, but I became spiritually stagnant. Sad to say but the truth is I am spiritually unhealthy.

I know that I have my own choice to change everything, I have to turn back to Him not because I am obliged to but because I desire to. My spirit is willing but my flesh is weak. I need a church here in the province where I can grow spiritually and be full of Him that all I want in this life is to share Him to other people. I need the fire of others so that I won’t be losing my own. But it’s hard to find it here, I just wish that my church from the metropolitan area shall plant a church here so that I can join.

I am not proud of this that I post it here, but I guess I need your help to pray for me that I will be burningly hot again in praising and worshiping His name. I know that I can start it on my own, I can start reading again His word consistently every day for I am trying to do it for several times already, but after a few times, I begin to wander in the opposite direction and lost it again. That is why I need you to pray for me, I need you to stop the enemy from stopping me to do it, I need your prayers.

Today, while writing this, I am hungry of Him and thirsty of Him. I pray that He will lead me to the right path, and guide me. I still believe that whatever He started in me, He shall put it in completion. I know that I am a work in progress but I also to know that I am responsible to respond on the things He is showing me. And I am decided that my respond will always be Yes to Him.  I just pray that He will give me strength to say No to the enemy and give me all the resources I need to be consistent in this walk with Him. I know that He can and He will. Again, please pray for me.