And Here I am, Crying Again...

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. - Psalms 147:3

I just finished reading the above verse, and tears has just flowed upon my face. I am not sure why, I cannot even fathom the real reason of my feelings. I just feel so hurt that I want to cry. I realized that most of the times, whenever my heart is crushed and I feel so alone in this world, I never think first of my God as the greatest comforter of all times. And yes, I know that I am guilty of this. And maybe, this is the reason of my sad soul this morning.

And here I am, crying again because I know that I have sinned against the Lord. I know I should be doing something today but I can't help myself not to write. Yes, I want to pour all of my thoughts here. I want to remind myself that I am not perfect and I cannot do it alone. I need God in my life for without Him, I know that I am nothing. 

I admit that my life seems to be fine right now but it only seems to be. For I know my spirit is broken and I know that I needed Him to heal me. I don't want to lose myself and that's why I am giving back everything to Him. So, I whisper a prayer today, telling Him to use my life for His glory. Because this is the reason why I am living. Though I don't live a perfect life, I want Him to be used by me in anyways that I can be fully utilized. I do this not because I am obliged to do it, but I do this because I want to. I want Him in my life. I desire Him to come and pour me with His Spirit. 

And I know that my God is answering my prayer just right now. While writing this, He has just put a smile into my once wearied face. He has given me Himself for the Spirit of joy and peace is within me as this very moment. I know and I have faith that He will continue to lead me until my mission here on earth is complete. We maybe have troubles in this world, sometimes our hearts might be broken again, but our God will surely be there for us as we ask Him to come with us. Let us pray and have faith that everything is noted by our Maker. 

I really hope that everyone who reads this be blessed and be encouraged to do the same. God is with us once we accept Him in our lives. Let us ask God to come into our lives for He will surely come. Cry to Him for He will surely comfort you.