Some Things Are Not Really Meant To Be

It’s Sunday evening and I find myself nothing to do. I listened to music and the song reminds me again of you. What happened to us is now a beautiful memory from the past. Whenever I remembered you, everything just got back again; from the moment we say hello until the day we decided to say good bye.

It has been a bittersweet memory. I know that what I felt for you is real and I do believe that you feel the same way too. However, we need to make a choice; a choice that would make us a better person. Because we know that we need to do it or we might end up hurting each other if we keep on trying something that is not really meant to be. So, we choose to finally say that things should be over between the two of us. 

It has been months since we parted but there are still moments in my life that I come to think of you. During these moments, I ask myself series of unanswered questions. What happened to us back then? Why do we allow it to happen? What went wrong? And from the time we separated, what happened to you? Do you live the life you think you ought to live? Did you ever think of me? Do you miss me? All of these are just the thoughts that came in my mind whenever I remember you. Don’t get me wrong, this doesn’t mean that I am still waiting for you to come back. No. I am just asking this because somehow, a part of me wants to know.

But if ever it will remain unanswered, it is okay. Because maybe I know that some questions are not meant to be answered but only to be understood. After all, if we are really meant to be for each other, fate will bring us together again, someday. And if it’s not, then I know that someone better will come. Someone who is right for me and I am right for him.

 As I am writing this, I want to tell you that there is a specific someone whom I think have captivated me again. Maybe not the same way on how you have captivated me, but this time I know that this someone is making me happy more than ever. I never thought that I can be as happy as this after what happened to us. So, I guess it’s time to really say thank you for everything. Because if it’s not for you, I won’t realized that this is how life works. Some things are not really meant to be, no matter how hard we try.