Hopefully, My Last Love Letter For You

Sometimes, somewhere in my heart I want you again; I want you to go back. But every time I think of it, I know that it can’t be and it will never be. Life gives us a chance to be together but only for a while. Destiny already gives its verdict and that it’s over between the two of us.

Life with you is good and I will always remember the memories we have shared. It was a wonderful feeling when I’m with you; it seems I am so secure when you’re around me. The day I give my yes to you seems to be the happiest moment of my life. Because I know you have captivated me.

Then one day, I have decided to go back in the province. So, I really thought that everything will be over for us. Surprisingly, you allow me to go back and continue to hold on to what we have. Then, months passed and we are still together. Many times when I feel giving up, you ask me to hold on and fight for it. So, I did what you have said.

Days and weeks passed again and we are still clinging into each other’s arm. Then, there was an incident that happened which I believe weakens you and me. My father becomes too jealous and dislikes you. It made me sick that I did nothing when he confronted you. Although I know that when you went home that night, I have fought for you; I have fought for us.  And starting that event, I know that something was change in you.

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Then one Friday morning, I woke up differently. There was a feeling inside me that you’re gonna burst it out any minute, I know that the one thing which scares me will gonna be happen. And what I feel that day suddenly happen when you have told me that you are giving up. You have said that we cannot force ourselves to be together when the world began to turn against us. Our dreams become so different from each other and our loved ones become our enemies.

It hurts me so much that you have said the words I never thought you would said. I am not sure if you made me a fool before when I believe that you are fighting for me. I feel stupid because you made me believe in every word you have said. Even there is so much hurt in my heart at that time, I just let you go because I know that no matter how hard I will try to convince you to fight, your decision is irrevocable.

Tomorrow is our three months apart from each other, but I am still wondering how you are doing with your life now without me on it. I cannot hide the fact that I still miss you. But my miss will only end there because I know deep inside my heart you will never come back again.

So, I am hoping that this will be my last love letter for you. I am now accepting the fact that we are just friends and nothing more. So, I hope one day, when we see each other again, there will always be peace between the two of us. I am wishing you all happiness as you continue to chase your dreams. Thank you and Good bye.