IS LOVE ENOUGH?

I love you. You love me. This is what I know and this is what I believe. But is our love enough? After our break up, everything has been change. I am not sure if it is me or if it is you. All I know is that something has change.

No matter how I try my best for me to go back from who I am to you before the break up, it seems that it’s just not working anymore. No matter how I insist that I love you and everything will be great when we go back together, it seems I am just tricking myself. My heart fails to beat a little faster whenever I am with you again. My mind has doubts if you really love me. I don’t know why I am like this towards you.

But it doesn’t mean that I don’t love you, of course I do. But why do I feel this way? I don’t know, because maybe love is not enough at this point of time. Or maybe whenever I thought that I love you, I also feel the heartache you’ve caused me when you left me. Or maybe I just want to be single right now, to indulge myself to many opportunities that might come in my life. Or maybe every “maybes” I am pointing out here speaks truth in me because I won’t be writing it here if it doesn’t sound true to me, right?

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Some says that love can conquer everything. Yes, love can beat any hindrance along the way but is it an enough reason for us to hold on to each other despite everything that happened to us? Is love an enough reason for us to continue our relationship even if we are like newly born babies when it comes to handling these things? Is love an enough reason for us to cling into what we have when we know that we’re going to be physically apart again? Now tell me, is it enough?

I don’t know if love is enough. All I know is that we found love in each other in a time where everything is not yet perfectly ready. We have awakened love when it is not yet its desire to be aroused (Do not awaken love until it so desires – Song of Songs). And I am sorry.

Upon reflecting on this, I know that love is not enough for us to go back again into each other’s arms. This will be hard for me to do this but I have to tell you that bringing back together might not be the best option for us right now. Maybe someday, but not today, because if we really do love each other, it can conquer everything even we are going in our separate ways for now. Love conquers everything but it is not enough for us to be together again this time.