When your mourning turns into dancing, you will just be so much glad and
happy about everything. It’s true that I wrote about my heart breaking into
pieces a few days ago but it is also true that I am now claiming that my heart
is complete again.
It is just so amazing how one person can break and shatter your heart in
just a moment and how that same person can make your heart complete, without
bruise and back to normal again.
What happened between the two of us is completely misunderstanding. And
when it happens, some people tried to fight while some just let go easily. I am
glad that despite the pain, I tried to do my best to fight and hold on which he
also did the same. I know that for some days, he tried to ignore me but he did
it not because he doesn’t want me anymore, but because he loves me so much that
he wanted me to feel the freedom that he thinks I must have. However, the
freedom he is giving me where he is not part of it is not freedom for me at all, for life sucks without him in my life.
And now that he is taking that freedom away from me, my real freedom comes in. And that freedom means a life together with the person who loves me and the person whom I love, that freedom means a life with him.
And since I got my freedom, my mourning has really turns into dancing. I thank God because He has been the center of this relationship and of this freedom.
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